Inside My Head

 

 

 

This is a picture that I drew of what's going on inside my head.  I didn't have enough room to list all of them, so I selected the main events and ideas. 

 

In the center of my head is a picture of Bruno Mars with a harmonica (just to make that clear). He takes up almost half of my thoughts because I'm a huge fan.  Whenever one of his songs plays on the radio, I start bouncing and grinning.  His songs have the power to make my day.  I could listen to his music all day and love every second of it. 

My family and friends are in the front of my head because they are overall the most important to me. 

My future depends on my grades.  This fact makes my grades very important, so I worry about them all the time. 

A thought that puzzles me is my purpose in life.  Why am I here?  What am I meant to do?  I guess it's too early to know what my purpose is. 

My family issues bother me a lot.  I have an awkward relationship with my dad because he cheated on my mom, thus the separation.  It's really awkward when he comes to pick up my siblings and I every first and fourth weekend.  Apart from that, I don't have a good relationship with my brother and sister.  My brother has an infuriating personality that only family members can see.  People outside of my family don't truly understand what he's like.  Somehow, my sister looks up to him even though it's apparent that he's going nowhere.  Also, she picks up on his annoying tendencies.  As a result, I have to deal with a mini-me version of my brother. 

My religion is very important to me because I know that I need to have a good relationship with God to get into Heaven.  

 

The thoughts placed at the very back of my head are the ones that I try not to think about.  Along with tons of other fears, I have a fear of dying at a young age and not getting to have a full life.  I know a lot of young people that have been killed by car crashes.  I used to like to sleep during a car ride.  However, I hate the thought of possibly dying from a wreck while I'm asleep, so I try not to sleep in the car. 

Although I want to have a full life, I'm a bit hesitant at growing up and taking on all of the adult responsibilities.  

Lastly, I worry about how dangerous and evil the world is getting.  Innocent people are killed every day.  I wonder how I can help make it better.  Hopefully, I figure out the answers to my questions soon.